It's a crucial year for me..i'm breaking down...

I need someone by my side.. someone whom i could rely on..

I always turn to my boyfriend but he's so busy with his school,insurance,friends wedding and etc.

I just felt I wasn't given much attention.

He said i only cared about myself. because I didnt ask him if he has eaten dinner or not. he didn't even text me when he was having his break. I didnt want to disturb him though because he said he was tired and having a bad headache.

i really need a job that is able to finance my bills plus some savings so I could go on a holiday trip with my friends. And at the same time i'm so afraid I could not graduate...I worked really hard to push my grade and I hope I did well. Im really scared...So scared...I need to help my family as well..

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crying doesnt help.